A more personal update this time. I'm moving house tomorrow - signalling the dissolution of my marriage once and for all. Needless to say, I am feeling just down right sad right now. I'm looking at the packed boxes surrounding me and am trying to equate the damage thats gonna be caused by yet another Dawn 'fuck-up' *rolls eyes* (yea...those who know me will know that fucking up is something I do consistantly *sigh*)
I still love my husband and will miss him very much, but this is something I just have to do. Jumping on the Star Wars train for a moment...I have to say that a while ago (when I first decided to leave) - the words of Obi Wan Kenobi in Episode II came to mind....and I added them to a pic of me and my husband on our wedding day....
Its a long story and I will not go into it here. Although this blog is about 'me' - there are some things only those closest to me need to know, so I wont be posting it on the net. All I have to say is that this is going to be one of the hardest things I have ever done.
I am so sad to leave my home - I have brought two of my children home here from the hospital when they were newborns...and raised them here ever since..
I will update here when I am in my new home...
2 comments:
You're doing the right thing Dawn, even though it sucks ass right now. You'll be much happier for it a few months from now and so will your kids.
My heart breaks for you, Dawn. I hope everything is going okay. Been a long time since I've heard from you. I know how difficult this time must be for you. I was divorced with younger children, too.
You are in my heart and prayers, hon.
Sandy
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