Hi there guys.
Well i'm in my new house now! Been here since April actually and despite nearly getting evicted within a fortnight, things are panning out quite nicely. The house is bigger and on a nice, quiet street. Its my own little corner of the world, away from the midnight drunken rants of hubby to stress me out. I have my own freedom here but he's here a lot of the time and we still need to make that final break. I think that 2009 will be a difficult one for us doing that, but we have someone interested in the house again so hopefully that will work out. The last guy who was going to buy it pulled out. Right at the last minute too.
Work is going ok I guess. I love it where I am but I am now shipped out 2 days a week to a secondary school to teach year 10 students. I am not happy when I go there. I'm teaching students who are so spoilt and demotivated. Its soul destroying to be honest. And I dont wanna have my soul destroyed, thank you very much! Its mine to do as I please with and I wholely wish to trade it for some miraculous, freakish miracle someday. So you little bastards leave it well alone!
As for the 'love issue' thing I was rambling over in my last few post. Well...OMG....did HE turn out to be a total freak or what. I mean totally emotionally redundant isnt in it. I have never felt so freakin unwanted by a man in my life. Sod that. If I wanna be made to feel like shit i'd get paid for it. So anyway I knocked him on the head for good after a few futile and disturbing reconciliations.
I'm sure though that one day soon i'll be reading in the news about the body parts he had stored under his bed; and the necklace he made out of womens tongues that he would store in the fridge and wear on special cannibalistic occasions. I will then breathe a sigh of relief at what a lucky escape I made, and then sell my story to the papers. I will then live a life of reilly with the proceeds, track down the whereabouts of Axl Rose and living happilly ever after in the lap of luxery. Until then, I will get by - as people do!
So have I made any resolutions? Of course I have because i'd have none to break if I didnt. Ok:
I am going to update this blog at least once a week
I am going to get fitter, do exercise that actually makes me sweat without my central heating being on.
I am going to lose half a stone by my birthday and keep it off all year.
I AM AM AM AM going to write a novel!! (This is a defo!)
I am going to treat myself to some new clothes so I dont look like a bag lady anymore
Get new hair
I'm not going to go out and instead am going to spend most weekend evenings with my kids. QT time, not just telly watching
I will limit the amount of cheese and crackers I have
I will take my steamer and blender out of the cupboard
I will learn 1 new recipe each week (I have 2 to catch up on)
I will no a lot of self exploration types thingies
I will keep a tidy house
erm.... I have more but its really late (1.22pm)and I have to get some sleep!!!
...oh theres another one
I will go to bed early.
